general.

i'm a roleplayer of 10 years experience, i've done it ever since i'm young essentially. i do whatever i am comfortable with. so the usual applies: don't pressure me, don't force me to do anything, respect my boundaries. i go with my flow and i go with your flow. if you have any boundaries you don't want me to cross then let me know in advance.the usual comes, i don't like nonconsensual stuff, i don't like taboo content too much unless it's done in a respectful / tasteful way or it makes sense for your character. implications are fine, actually doing it for fetish content is not. remember to not cross boundaries!if you force me into anything, i'm just gonna ignore you. i don't have time for that.to note: homura deals with heavy themes but i have not written them out in her lore nor will i ever go into full detail about it. she may imply it but that's about it, she's a fictional character and that's all there is to it.

ooc.

the writer is a student and goes to graphic design school. they're busy irl. sometimes i'm just afk on ffxiv. i don't tend to log out actually lol. if you send me a tell and i don't reply, chances are: i am afk / asleep / working. just give me time and I might get back to you. do not rush me or i might just consider you annoying / uncomfortable.if i'm already rping or busy, i will let you know. i usually am not one to shy away from telling people i can't commit to that as of now. i also like to just not roleplay when i'm stressed and just log on sometimes.feel free to poke me on discord (mutuals please ask for my discord) or twitter NIDHOGGSBLOOD if i don't reply on ffxiv. it's nothing personal, trust me. i am just very busy irl like a goody two shoes student </3i also have other characters so i may be on them instead. lastly: go away if you use roleplaying as a way to seek relationships. i'm just a writer and i'm not interested.

roleplay.

i roleplay whatever i feel like, mostly sfw stuff. romance, chaotic shenanigans. i'm open for anything! even darker themes if done respectfully / in a sensible manner.i do the occasional nsfw with people i trust however. which is... like a 5% of people i know. while homura is a sex-worker, i am not too interested/don't trust too many. i am not interested in any actual sexual roleplays unless they further her lore or development. understand her playing into a cutesy girl whose also a walking red flag =/= i am interested. i am definitely not.so if i do make mistake in lore or misunderstand your characters lore, please poke me and i'll adjust. Please be mindful I am not an english first speaker. i'm sometimes slow or unaware of certain words / spelling. I promise I would rather be told I said something wrongly politely rather than you put up with my bad english ;;;

misc.

remember: homura =/= writer. we are two entirely different people and entities. we may share similarities but we are not the same.i'm open to rp whenever if i'm not busy. i'm WU/T friendly essentially.if i catch you being racist, trans- or homophobia around me, i will ignore you. bigotry is not appreciated and i will literally just block you if you are a problem to me.Writer is half japanese, therefore most of my knowledge on jpn culture is personal. Do bear with me though sometimes as being multilingual does mess with my english vocabulary. Please ask me or correct me nicely if you notice I made a mistake in my sentences. Thank you!

SHIPPING & NSFW.

I am of age to write NSFW (Writer is 23), yes (obviously) but I'll keep it straight: While I do write romance / nsfw depending if my character clicks with yours or because I'm bored - that does not mean Homura has a romantic interest in your character. Her job requires her to lie to her clients, she's damn good at what she does. She's aware she's manipulating the other parties' feelings by giving them the attention they crave. She's doing it to take your gil.She's not a good person and I do need to mention that. She's out to milk you (out of your gil mostly) and then leave you wanting more. While she craves a genuine connection too, she's pretty bad at it. All she knows is to be evil manipulative woman!if you're shipping with me, remember that i am multiship and each relationship is it's own thing set in a different universe. i don't like "cheating" drama / ntr stuff. While most of FFXIV rp is single ship, I have not cared and I am also not solely on FFXIV to rp. I am also on twitter or other places. Any relationship by Homura is "up in the air" as to who the partner is. But they will always remain ambigious for who the father of her kid / boyfriend / etc is. Respect this or I will not look forward to shipping or interacting with you.

CREDIT.

Unless specifically noted, I made most of my own gposes, art pieces or the like. All my graphics on my twitter roleplay page are also my own designs. So is the carrd design. I like to make my own things mostly and will only use templates to help myself further. I am also my own artist a good chunk of the time as I draw my blorbos or do commissions rarely when I do find the time to open them and draw.PSD: weirdestwitch on DeviantArt.Any gposes/art pieces for me and not made by me will be credited with a name underneath. Please support artists! They all deserve it <3I do not like AI art and I'm very against AI art as a person. What may seem like an easily accesible tool for free art to you is destroying my career path as an artist. I block liberally and if you steal art OR use AI art, I do not want anything to do with you as a person. You will be blocked/blacklisted without a reason and warning.

homura is not exactly the most antisocial nor most social raen there is. she stays in her bubble and enjoys life in solitude. she rarely shows interest in people due to a rough childhood but will open up gradually over time and if you have caught her attention somehow... or you hurt taki and that'll get her attention, but then she might hate you and try to hurt you back. you're better off not trying this way.she's not intentionally mean though. she's scared- protective of what she knows all her life. homura doesn't want her heart broken again. she's a super caring and sweet girl deep underneath her tough act (and around cafe / venue hours as she knows her customer's love her that way.)despite this, she seems to suffer from a generally low self-esteem. she always seems to put others above her even if it doesn't seem like it. there are times where she doubts herself- self-love is a hard topic for her. and love... is worse for her. she's deep in the belief that no one could love her as is. the day she accepts who she has become and is will come.maybe one day that fear of being vulnerable and trusting again will allow her to find someone to confide in. maybe one day she can give someone her heart and they can keep it.but that day is a long time away. . .

Born under the cold seas and on the warm sand of sui-no-sato, the raen was first born as the older sister and twin of a younger brother. Her name was Tomie, meaning plentiful river. as an au ra of the isolated sea village, she was born with the ability to breathe underwater and therefore also has enhanced swimming abilities.both parents merchants wanted to move the family out from the dull and isolated lifestyle of the ruby sea, so they moved to ul'dah. from there, life would seem to only go up from there- that is until the twins' parents up and left. the two would be thrown into foster care... though that would turn out to be the worst decision- the foster parents would rather feed them scraps and make them do all the chores, essentially working the two to death and almost leaving them to starve or on the brink of starvation. this could explain homura's general shortness later on in life. but the scars left behind from an unloving home could never heal and homura has grown quite spiteful, angry and scared for her little brother. she would often grow violent and attack those who even dared to look at them.anyone who dared to look at them with a look would have a young angry au ra attack them, have their gil stolen as she was quite small and slippery or even have her steal one's food and necessities. it wouldn't be until the twins would reach their 8th birthday when a kind viera would calm the two scared and frustrated raens, taking them home and caring for them until they were older. he would name the sister 'homura' respectively and the brother 'taki'the meanings being quite literal, for homura was a little blaze and taki was a gentle waterfall. homura would forget her real name and adapt the name homura fully. At least she says she forgot who she used to be and she was happy to just be with a father and her brother who she cared for greatly.she would pick up many different jobs to provide for her brother, many of which were extracting information... or worse: be a maiden of the night. she would do things she hated. she never wanted to do but had to just to keep taki happy. just to make sure he never suffers again. just so that he never goes to sleep with an empty stomach. all she has to do is keep it a secret... he can't know what his sister does to keep him happy. she doesn't want him to know.things come at a cost when you do it for a beloved and never learn to love yourself. and hopefully no one will ever find out what she does in her spare time.

Rudeus had not expected both twins to hold such power, though very amateur at best... he took it upon himself to give them both their weapons and train them in their classes- Taki taking up white magic and Homura taking melee combat for themselves, taking the path of a dragoon. the adventure of their warrior of light father would excite the two- unexpectedly rudeus had gained himself a party of adventurers with his two children. their father would often deny them any primal fights out of worry they might hurt themselves... Despite his warnings, they did never listen to him.Primals turn out to become a problem and the warrior of light, rudeus pendragon, would handle things... and again bring his kids in as a surprise. His wishes were ignored by Homura (and taki, who was more or less dragged in against his will). They lived against Ifrit's hellfire. They survived titan's gaols. They barely lived through the winds of garuda.Gaining herself a job stone, Rudeus would full-time employ her as a combat retainer- her new job proving useful as she is finally expressing a side of herself no one has ever seen before. He trusted the twins enough to keep tagging along if they lived. If they offered him help then he can protect his children....plus they wouldn't have listened to his order to restrain from joining him.Homura would always be the violent twin and she finally gets to release her punches in the fight against the garlean invasions. and while her brother has always remained calm & steady... she was the opposite: heading straight into danger, letting people know what it's like to be punched under the chin by a 4'11" au'ra and getting to meet the sharp end of lance.and at the end of the praetorium arc, taki and homura committed to following their father until they decide to get married or retire. whichever comes first... fate wold tell them one day but not now.She met her current partner Aphelios- or Phel for short, during the praetorium arc and she truly cherished and loved him. Their relationship seemed quite happy and Aphelios was her first downfall. No one knows if this guy was actually at fault for her viera obsession or not... But he most likely enabled it.

Arriving in ishgard with Pendragon and Taki, the tension of her father being a wanted criminal despite his innocence would start becoming more of a problem by the day. Homura would assist pendragon in the great war which ishgard and the dragons held for many years.Often times people would mistake her as a dragonkin and have attempts of killing her and her twin. Her father however would be very protective of the twins and always have them accompany him, the warrior of light. This was also the time where homura could hone her skills as a dragoon and slowly become even stronger than Pendragon or her twin had anticipated. She would excel in air combat as well as general combat, helping her guardian in taking down enemies with ease.During the fight against the dreadwyrm shade Niddhog, she would take down and assist anyone who was knocked down by the broodlings. Realizing that was not the real Nidhogg, she would start insisting on taking the real Nidhogg down.It would also be at this point where she would get to meet a fellow dragoon called Estienien wyrmblood- she would pick up a few moves and tricks from him, never truly surpassing him or her father for that matter but definitely become stronger than her own twin.She would assist her father and ishgard in part of the restoration as well as be one of the few first people to accept dragons... but that might be because the people of ishgard mistake her as one so she spitefully accepted it and trusted the dragons first.Homura would end up going missing in midst of the chaos, her father and twin believing that she had died during a fight and her body wasn't found. Days later they find a wounded child- though altered with rage in her mind. Homura would not be able to control the blood and blood infused by niddhog. This would only calm itself when her brother's draconic healing would be cast on her, hraesvelgr having taught taki a secret spell.It was then decided by Rudeus that he'd rather she kept the eyes of Nidhogg in her body- knowing it would be difficult to take it from her.From this point on the twins were known as the reincarnation of the dragons as some form- carrying a part of the brood in them. The blood did amplify some of their abilities each and Homura carries the rage & strength of Niddhog in her.

While resting her body and getting adjusted to that body of hers again, the people of ala mhigo call for the warrior of light and Rudeus is once again on his feet to save the world... or something like that. With a daughter whose ready to fight and a son whose willing to help those in need, all of them took off upon seeing a letter for a call of help. Despite Rudeus many scolding and lectures about needing rest, Homura had insisted she would be fine as long as she controlled her emotions. His worries were however not unreasonable- she had just woken up from a long slumber after the warrior of light had defeated the dreadwyrm.Insisting she is fine, she would be sent to be stationed in Kugane to lead the eastern front while Taki remains with Rudeus in the west front- only occassionally coming over to her side.She could barely control herself especially after everything happening- from her "sudden death" to her boyfriend leaving her without any notice... She went through quite a lot emotionally. But despite that, she still wanted to fight to keep herself distracted from everything having crashed in her world.(filler, i need to put something here for rudeus lore too ahhh)Home finally calls the young au ra twins again, Homura felt uneasy but happy to see the ruby sea again. they fondly remember the warm waters and the soft sand. Rudeus would take the two twins home for this expedition. But she would not want to be recognized anymore... Therefore she started to change her looks more over time. Starting with her haircolor and makeup choices. She would become more and more unrecognizable from that sweet Au'Ra girl she was before that loved softer tone of pinks and whites.

Suddenly being called to the first, Homura's body would go to a coma like state in the source- both her and her twin went first before their father would follow.

Work in progress, i need more gposes of her changing looks too...girl why do you get pregnant when the world is ending---

Her letter reads: "I miss you. I'm on vacation... I hope you come back."She had no hope it would reach him but... maybe it'll help her move on and finally heal. Yet despite everything she raises a child with love like she had never given before.GUYS WAIT IM STILL COOKING THE LORE...